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sabazio:

It’s been two years already. I was going to post this on my 1000 followers but I’ll do it now for my anniversary. I could get really sappy with this, but I’ll try to keep it sweet:
It was probably around the ass-end of July when I thought about making this account. The other website I was on before this just wasn’t cutting it anymore, or had the style of rp that I want; I needed more of a narrative to get my kicks. I never knew tumblr had an roleplaying scene to begin with until a friend told me about it, and that she was rping Mitsuru… And the rest is that, I suppose. The entirety of this account has kept me going through when I first started college, even if it’s difficult to maintain during those times. Roleplaying is so childish to me, but it’s been there for me when I didn’t have much. So many friends have been made from this account alone that I have so much to be grateful for. Of course, I’ve lost quite a bit too— but, that’s life I suppose.
For those who have stuck around that long: thank you. I had (and still am) having loads of fun writing Aki with you all, and I’m happy that you enjoy the characterization enough to stay. I don’t have a true bond with my character, nor do I share much in common with him like most do with their muses, but I’ve really enjoyed writing him and seeing what makes him tick. 
Persona 3 is so important to me, and it’s packed with so much subtle detail that I almost feel bad for people who take it on with just the face-value. Picking apart the game with the friends I’ve made here is probably my favorite part. Even after playing it, it just keeps getting better. I find new things I never realized before and I keep on loving it more and more.
TL;DR? Thanks for being so nice to me. I hope we can keep writing together for a long time (…and thank you for putting up with my dick jokes. )Here’s a fairly short, follow forever: 

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sabazio:

It’s been two years already. I was going to post this on my 1000 followers but I’ll do it now for my anniversary. I could get really sappy with this, but I’ll try to keep it sweet:

It was probably around the ass-end of July when I thought about making this account. The other website I was on before this just wasn’t cutting it anymore, or had the style of rp that I want; I needed more of a narrative to get my kicks. I never knew tumblr had an roleplaying scene to begin with until a friend told me about it, and that she was rping Mitsuru… And the rest is that, I suppose. The entirety of this account has kept me going through when I first started college, even if it’s difficult to maintain during those times. Roleplaying is so childish to me, but it’s been there for me when I didn’t have much. So many friends have been made from this account alone that I have so much to be grateful for. Of course, I’ve lost quite a bit too— but, that’s life I suppose.

For those who have stuck around that long: thank you. I had (and still am) having loads of fun writing Aki with you all, and I’m happy that you enjoy the characterization enough to stay. I don’t have a true bond with my character, nor do I share much in common with him like most do with their muses, but I’ve really enjoyed writing him and seeing what makes him tick.

Persona 3 is so important to me, and it’s packed with so much subtle detail that I almost feel bad for people who take it on with just the face-value. Picking apart the game with the friends I’ve made here is probably my favorite part. Even after playing it, it just keeps getting better. I find new things I never realized before and I keep on loving it more and more.

TL;DR? Thanks for being so nice to me. I hope we can keep writing together for a long time (…and thank you for putting up with my dick jokes. )

Here’s a fairly short, follow forever:

eva-cybele asksuyo fuqdapoleez svartur-vindur maceroni8 & punkminako.

inturbiduscuratrix azoriumcosmos underxstood legendasalvatoris scarletites foolisharcanum crimsonxheadphones conflorens windsaffinity sagittadeisis taciturnxtactician souvere queen-moi imperatrice-rouge last-conqueror-of-strega ziodyneboxer waning-atonement cast-r shxnjiro p-a-p-i-l-i-o-n redbowedbadass pallathena kenprettyshorts theshyamada unmeinowa maikoyaki hasegawasaori hon-hon-nihon velvetmegidolaon akahoku & nee-chan-maya .

theprotagonistnarukami worldofthefool textsfromkatsuragi tomboychariot skullcracking cherrylippedsnowblack nevelia xfjustice sightofkanzeon twintailstactician deliveries-anywhere gooselullaby overcaffeinated-detective skipthebooze magatsufool adxchi goofyfacade missredtie foggiest-idea & heavensempress.

finalheavenlockhart xrinoa wingsofheartilly lionheartedlament reverse-gaia aeternumvocantem embodimentoflusts & edealy.

mmamagician foulmouthedmechanic postxmortem thesmophoric inboxandfriends corruptionofheart senikiglassmemoir.

kodomotsuki before the empress:

is your muse a pacifist? to what degree?

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unable to condone senseless violence as the paragon of the empress arcana, she prioritizes peace and prosperity above all. with the belief that organization promotes efficiency, anyone who acts recklessly or steps a toe out of line will be dealt with the appropriate punishment if only to restore order. ( in the worst case scenarios, said method of penance may at times be an infamous execution upon the unfortunate. )

` cooperation over conflict ` is one of the many lessons that has been instilled within mitsuru at a young age— burgeoning over time into a personal principle. her father ( ragged and weary from sin and bloodshed ) was a sharp and cautious man who sought to assure that the mistakes of their past would not repeat, thus fostering all of the traits and ideals his father never endeared into the young heiress until she had them memorized by heart.

as such, the only violence mitsuru could ever permit would be as self-defense or in the protection of the weak. power is synonymous to responsibility, and she does not pardon any abuse of that privilege.

aah, my apologies for being super spotty on activity again! the truth is that i lurk more often than not with a tragic amount of summer homework left to complete before school begins in two weeks so i’m, ah— scrambling to finish as much as possible. i haven’t forgotten about the memes and the drafts; all i ask is for patience before fully immersing myself into roleplaying again. /kisses
Her whole face expressed only seriousness, only tragedy, fathomless as the hollow eyes of a mask.
Herman Hesse, from Steppenwolf
vrbrxnnen before the empress:

nietzsche said, “hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man.” how does your muse feel about that?

neither a pessimist nor an optimist, mitsuru’s conscience is guided almost entirely by rationale (morality a near-contender). while she doesn’t necessarily view the world in black and white her thoughts are often based upon precision and logic— and it’s within this frame of mind that she’s able to simultaneously agree and disagree with this quote for she’s experienced both extremities of the scale.

and she has concluded that hope may be as cruel as it is beautiful.

stacked against all odds it may be false and misguided. hope may be simply a distraction spinning illusions of achievement and fanciful dreams, thus barring the way of practicalities. to dangle false hope upon a beaten man, to rely on blind faith and believe manual labor could be avoided, to continue one’s childhood dreams no matter how outlandish— disappointment stings when reality is realized. hope accumulates (unrealistic) expectations, and the higher they’re stacked the more terrible the fall.

yet she has tasted its sweet ambrosia as well, for hope and optimism is what keeps one afloat during their darkest moment— to keep from pathetically drowning in despair. without hope, the likelihood of wallowing rises and the probability of picking oneself up lowers. one cannot look towards the future, cannot carry on, if they do not possess even the tiniest of hope.

it’s a double-edged sword. it’s motivation and relief, but also blind and reckless if left unchecked.

this is why mitsuru takes great care to balance her expectations with reality if only to keep a healthy conscience. she may labor with twice the amount of effort but she also carries a seed of hope within her, desiring the fruition of her endeavors, her family’s atonement, someday.

philosophy & values ask meme
♞ : Does your muse have a strict honor code?
♧ : Is fate something your muse believes in?
✍ : Have your muse say what their motto in life is (or if they don’t have one, have them think about it).
✞ : Is your muse religious? Which religion do they follow, if any?
☁ : Nietzsche said that “hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man”. How does your muse feel about that?
✌ : Is your muse a pacifist? To what degree?
♛ : If your muse were a ruler, how would they use their power?
❤ : Plato said that “love is a serious mental disease”. What does your muse think of that?
☞ : Would your muse call out someone who does something bad on a busy street?
♫ : Lots of philosophers talk about the significance of music. What does music mean to your muse?
♡ : Would your muse sacrifice themselves or their time/money to help someone in need or would they mind their own business?
✿ : Does your muse feel a strong connection to any of the seasons?
✧ : What does your muse think the meaning of life is?
THEME